Konflik

Sekarang alhamdullillah saya da masuk bagian ke 4, Radiologi Dept. Last 3 dept. Neuro-Paed-Psychiatric, all have their own stressor for me... Either physically or mentally.... They challenge and giv big pressure to this two major part in my body and congratulation, they did it well. I always lost in the fight, 'fatigue' in handling it, so many bad and 'stress' thing flies in my head, unstable feeling-moody, and achieve 80 kilos... again.... =( Congrate... BUT

alhamdulillah because i still pass all the tasks and the examinations... TenQ ALLAH =)

And now, they come again and try to ruin my life here in Radio Dept. I dont know why they always come and follow me... Always and always... Never tak always =)

1st week ingat nak santai-santai kat Radio, nak lari2 sket sebab x exam jiwa lagi.... Tapi nak jadi citer, dr Tulus tue tunjuk aku jadi chief minggu pulak... mm nasib badan. Ok fine xpe la.... ad penolong chief (kata hatiku) tapi 1 day hari isnin da kantoi awal2 sbb pegi lari gi dadi dari ws untuk amek pasien exam hari rabu nanti... lepas mengadap dr Tulus xnak kasi judul refarat n nama pembimbing... Aritu ad 2 je kot kuliah.... niela jadinya kalau tunjuk aku jadi chief... sape suruh!

2nd day, dr Tulus bagi judul refarat n pembimbing - Striktur Uretra n dr Paralam - dr nie dr azahra dulu n riwayat die, die mmg suka pantul refarat.... Niatku untuk settlekan refarat 2nd week x tercapai... In this 1 week da 4 kali ak print baru, siap kn tambah benda pelik2 yang mamat tue suruh cari... Last skali tadi siang - die suruh tmbah lagi..... hari ni ak sangat stress..

Bukan apa.... Ak nak balik msia-2 Jun .... Kalau ak x siapkan n acc refarat before mengundi, kemungkinan utk exm minggu ke 4 sangat besar n ak sangat2 sebolehnya nak elak benda tue.... takut sangat kalau x sempat nak exam!!! Klu x sempat exm, lepas blk kna ulang balik 3 minggu stase kat radio nie... huuu

Tapi tula... tadi terpikir2 - rasa macam nak give up sket and follow the arus jer... x Nak ngotot sangat settlekan refarat sampai study pon x sempat... This weekend ak nak save masa utk diri aku... pegi mampus refarat!!! klu nk kna pantul, pantul la.... ak nak blajar pulak...

-Tr.Respiratorius, Tr.Digestive, Tr.Urinarius, Cardio, Obgyn, Muskulo-

Sory sebab tinggalkan kamu lama sangat, saya janji dgn diri saya, saya akan luangkan masa dengan kamu lebih banyak sekarang =) Gud Luck IRWAN

Owh lupa nak ckp - Congrat to my sister - She will be married this Jun