For ME or for THEM ?

Yes.... for me or for them ?!! -- Try to answer this quest if you already in coas...

Perlukah kita belajar? Bila kita boleh tidur? bila kita boleh 'save' masa untuk diri sendiri? perlukah kita follow up? perlukah kita stand by malam2 - follow up patient per jam ? perlukah kita penat lelah begadang untuk orang laen?

Kalau kita tanya soalan nie perlu atau tidak, semua jawapan kepada soalan tadi semestinya perlu. Xde satu pun ad jawapan yang tidak. Semuanya harus kita lakukan. And the most important thing that shud we done here is how we must to make sure all the thing above will be done dengan sesempurna yang kita boleh, sebaik yang kita boleh, secepat yang mungkin dan seefektif yang boleh.

One thing that can help us to make sure all the thing goes well is the PRIORITY -how we choose our task to be the 1st prior, 2nd prior, 3rd prior and so on.

Kita masuk coas untuk belajar, smbung dalam pre-clinic. and of coz la kita kna study. Untuk fokus dalam belajar kita plk mestilah ada banyak masa, xpenat, in good mood, badan fit-xsakit2 ad so on.

Tapi hakikat di coas sgt berbeza. Penat tue xpenah nak lari dari kita. Lactid acid salu jer ad kat kaki tue... seb baek xsampai jd toxic. otot2 seb baek jer x jadi anaerob.... perumpamaan yang ter-LEBAI.. hahar. Masa plk byk full sebab kna spend kat hospital.

And x sikit coas yang cuba nak elak benda2 nie dari berlaku kat die, so die kalasi. dengan kata laen tinggalkan follow up, lari2, xbuat keje kat RS, dan byk lagi lah.....

Tapi memang betul la yang die buat tue. Buat apa siot nak penat2 untuk org laen tym coas nie. da la xleh nak maen bola selalu. Ak datang sini bukan nak jadi kuli org, ak dtng nak belajar, nak jadi dokter.

Sinilah kita sangat dituntut untuk menentukan/memilih priority kita. yang mane kita perlu buat dulu, yang mane kita kna kemudiankan. Adakah kita nak utamakan kepentingan diri-(belajar) ataupun utamakan kesihatan patient yang tidak ada kena-mengena dgn kita nie. Yela, kita coas jer bkn dokter kan.... So fikir-fikir lah kita nak yang mane... diri sendiri ataupun patient kita

Kalau kita rasa sanggup nak blaja semata-mata nak lulus exam, sedangkan masih ada tanggungjawab kita untuk patient, then go on la. fikirla sendiri berkat ke tdk cara kita. =)

Da panjang kot posting kali nie. So learn la how to prior our task. Minimize the capek, lari when you need-(make sure x menyusahkan org laen!!!) and the most important, try to SINCERE our keje. ikhlaskan semata-mata kerana Allah swt. Semoga pekerjaan kita ini dirahmati and diberkahi Allah swt. Ameen....

A 'bite' of THE experience!

Assalamualaikum

Everything goes well went it come to my 2nd week in Neuro. The rutin, follow up at 7am, 'visite' dgn dokter residen and then continued visite with supervisor around 9-10 am , coas konsul, UGD, poli and also 'jaga' all i have done quite well. Even there are compang camping in between my task, i just enjoy the whole 2 weeks.

The most unforgetable things happen to me is when the patient i recieved in ER died. She comes with unconciousness GCS - E1M1V1. Nothing could we done. stabilize the electrolite, supply the O2 through the masker and then wait for the progression. But this women really cant hold it anymore. The Haemorrhagic Stroke she just suffered is very critical. More than 80cc blood detected through the CT-Scan in her brain. Most of the brain function were deadly damage and She died 3hours later if i dont mistaken.

She is the first patient died in front of me and It is so hard for me to receive it. Very very hard.Im sorry for the family. Semoga roh almarhumah senantiasa dirahmati Allah swt. Ameen.

My first week posting

Minggu lepas alhmdulillah dah start posting.... = dinas+jaga kat Neuro dept. Very interestng moments i think for us to go within it.... even people said coas is capek, coas is buat kerja2 nurse, coas is everything la.... but then for me, in my first week of my first bagian... i can say it is very usefull for me. Lot of knowlegde and skill i gain in just 1 week. xrasa sangat penat die tue sbb kita enjoy. tp ada gak yg ckp ' ala bese r tue... awal2 =) '

Mungkin betol, mungkin jugak tidak.... hopefully i can deny that statement... caiyok.

Smangat nak coas dah lama terpendam sejak bulan 9 , sejak g tempah baju coas, sejak kkn n sejak awal2 masuk 3rd yer dulu... Xpenah sket pon rasa down dgn cter2 senior kna marah ke, busy ke, apa ke dll... Kadang2 tue rasa mcm, cepat2 la coas sbb nak rasa sendiri moment die, nak rasa sendiri mcm mane kalasi itu... heheh

Now im "in it" Now im a coas.

And just like what i said earlier, it is interesting..... but, ....

p/s : nanti smbung lagi la laen kali... heheh

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Never thinking to leave my bLog this LONG. huuu. Just now my senior remind to updating my blog if i have the time. Yes i have the time. It just.... mm xtahula kenapa x dapat update blog nie in last 3 months.... adakah ak disibukkan dengan benda-benda tidak bermaafaat? Nauzubillah...

Maybe i can start to write today with the biggest interest i always want to discuss (hope it will find back "my soul" )

MANCHESTER UNITED fc

When its MU time, i try my best not to miss it (",) heheh Yeah. As u know it is my best 'team' ever.

Last update : MU lost to 3rd division team, LEEDS UNITED in
FA cup at 3rd round. MU never degrdate at this check-point in last 26 years. One throphy flew away from Old Trafford this season. What a sad...

Then about the injuries.... Mid NOV 09, so many name come in injury list. And what make it more worse is, so many defender are in that list. From the CB, Ferdinand, Vidic, Evans, Oshea, Brown, Fabio, Rafael, Neville, Hargreaves, Berbatov and the last man stand behind, Van Der Sar.

Because of that MU lost several big and important match. Such as with Liverpool, Fulham and Aston Villa. But... at the end of December the Fans was happy by the come back of the CD, Vidic and Brown. Follow by Fabio, Rafael, Neville and last one Johny Evans. It is so glad to hear it.

Even MUFC can finish at 1st place before new year and maybe downgrade to third, it is ok. This January match will reveal all that lost. With Rooney at the top strike, help by Valencia, Giggs and Obertan MU will be the most dangerous team yet. Scholes, Carrick, Fletcher and Park will play more and assist more to them.

MU have no reason to lost in this January and after it..... and MU will rise again as the top team ever in EPL. Glory...glory... Man Utd !!!