The SOUL

Last ONE !!!

2011-12-22T07:34:00.002+08:00

2 and a half month + one week in Obstetry & Gynaecology live my passion for the next top doctor wanna be.... They teach and give me everything for the top doctor criteria check list... Attitude, Commitment, Knowlegde, Hard Work, Patient, and Patient`s Prior... thanks to aLL dosen and lecturer for all the skill and experience shared to me. It is so cool awesome thing happend to me =)

and Im back for the last Dept. in the medical study curriculum. ^^.IKM & IKK .^

10 weeks 'dinasing' shud miss me enough for what we kal "jaga" time. here we only do dinas - go faculty, do stuff here, then go puskesmas, go for K3 project, kedokteran keluarga and do penelitian things. and my Judul for the penelitian is around the breast cancer prevalancy co-relation with some variable that been choose by my supervisor - clinical staging, histopathologic classification, and immunohistochemistry status - Yesterday i finish for Seminar Proposal. so today i shud proceed with the 'surating' with the bagian for the preparation and izin to do penelitian next week.

hope the next 7 weeks will become my best time ever in Makassar before leaving back to malaysia for the level of challenge and leaving all the memory here in Makassar. And for my baby dun worry, i wun leave our memory here becoz u always be with me, in my mind, my heart and for sure in My Soul... I love U so much syg.

Readers, plez pray for my success and all the kelancaran for me to finish this dept. TenQ (",)

Finish no. 5 --- 4 to gO =)

2011-04-12T14:27:00.002+08:00

Alhamdullilah thanks to Allah swt for the kasih sayang n rahmat yang dilimpahkan.... Nothing cud happen in this world without His permission. Thank you Allah.

Another one most tough dept. i successfuLLy go through it, 'doing it', 'capek'ing for it and lastly finishing the laSt most important part of it..... EXAMiNATION !!! Thank You Allah

That's no.5 and 4 more department i have to finish and 3 of it is the 3months-take-duration..... Surgery - Forensic - OnG - IKM ... May Allah alwaz be with me tiLL my life end. Tq Allah.

THT-KL ^^ ANAESTESI

2011-03-10T19:44:00.003+08:00

Tappering =) yes!! this term at last come visit my wonderful life in coass in last 2 days here in THT-KL examination...

People only planning only God which decide the way of it... that's why after we study hard, commit with all the stuff we have to do, finishing it, then DONT EVER forget to pray for it. Because without His permission nothing could happened in this world.

Subhanallah...

Yes i do agree i deserved this tappering. With so unsatisfied answer come out from my mouth, no one except her wiLL give me a tappering. Dat shud be a FAIL! Thank you doc, i will prove u, you are right to give me a tappering. i dont think other docter will give me this chance. dat question is the most basic-must answered by a coass in ENT dept. MANDATORY!!! no excusE...
So as the consequence, i have to lari next week on Monday to see her again at her praktek, finishing my exam. and hopefully, this tyme i can answer the question nicely. Help me Allah.
And this weekend also, i will registered in new bzy-challenging department. ANAEST ! 4 weeks dinas+jaga in operation theater shud giv me lot of acid lactic and capek. Hopefully, beside this 2, i can find other new experience and knowledge for me to prepare as a future docter. May Allah swt bless me in wateva stuff im doing. Ameen...

Tahniah awak =)

2011-03-02T00:29:00.003+08:00

Walaupun lambat, =) nk say congrate lagi sebab awak da dapat coass... Hopefully u can keep standing facing all the dugaan n cabaran tym kat coass nie. Im always here for you. I love u so much and nothing would separate us anymore, Bee.

Gud Luck ! (",)

Canon EOS 500D

2011-02-06T04:11:00.006+08:00

This is the first new gadget i bought for my 'old' hobby yang sudah tersangat lama teringin untuk dibelikan (peringatan: tidak dianjurkan utk menjadi grammar/vocab dari sini sebagai rujukan rasmi ) hehhe ...

This is the photo of 'him'

Produk dari canon yang sudah agak lama direlez ini menjadi pilihan hatiku memandangkan levelnya yang tidak ketinggalan terlalu jauh ditambah dengan harganya yang cocok dengan bajet 2010.... so bye-bye nikon!

This entry-level dslr from canon is very suit for new comer like me which is baru nak merangkak-rangkak learning the art of the photography through the dslr prospect - dulu tgk2 jer gmbar yang orang amek - so skunk.... har amek ko - blajar byk2 yang ko nak tahu pasal photography nie - snapang dah ada - tembak mantap2 sket - then show the world the beauty, the unique, the peacefulness and the kekuasaan Ilahi yang Maha Mencipta segala apa yang ada di dunia ini. Masyallah...

Buat masa nie alhamdullilah ada 2 lense dalam bag aku - 18-55mm - dgn - 50mm(tebaik punya bokeh) heheh - ke'sharp'an 18-55mm mmg xdapat ak nafikan lagi. Sangat berbaloi untuk memiliki kit lense nie (yang nie die da bagi siap2 tym beli body dulu) ... Selang x bape lama dok kt Makassar nie - hati tergoda untuk memiliki sebijik 50mm. and alhamdullilah dgn dana sebesar rp900k, ak ternoda dan berjaya memiliki sebijik fix focal lense 50mm --- nie gambar die

2 days left....

2011-02-05T10:37:00.003+08:00

suara mamat2 tgh mengarut dalam tv, memecah keheningan pagi yang penuh dengan kesedapan untuk tidur ini menemani aku yang sedang bosan mengisi masa yang terluang - masa yang free dari segala kesibukan yang tidak jelas ---- yang hanya bersisa 2 hari je lagi... shud i cry? or shud i happy for dis?

1minggu yang free telah berlalu hampir 6/7 dari total keseluruhannya.... apa yang aku dapat dari liburan ini sememangnya tirah baring yang sangat cukup (klu sebelum tu dapat tifoid, konfem dah sembuh lepas tirah baring nie, heheh)
adakah ak sudah bersedia masuk THT - katanya santai - jaga seket - tp ad kata cakap kat sini kna cuci2 alat - ad kata xleh buat masalah kt sini - kesimpulannya selain minggu 1 aku belum dapat bayangkan kehidupan apa yang ak alami untuk 5-6 minggu ke depan - satu harapanku, ak dapat ujian minggu ke-5 dengan jayanya - Ameen...

tomorow planning for street hunting, again at losari beach - menyahut seruan kerajaan sul-sel untuk berjalan pagi - moga2 pagi besok cerang benderang tanpa hujan membasahi bumi.
today planning? - keluar dating - hehhe =)
--- hopefuLLy dpt guna dis 2 days dengan sebaiknya ---

2.2 kg!

2011-02-04T11:07:00.001+08:00

Yes.... he already 2.2kg

My sister text me last 3 days informing this great news... i become more exited waiting for him to came out ... hehhe =) insyallah she will deliver this Mac. May Allah always be with her, helping her wih her 1st partus =) Gud luck kak lin and abg me...
AND... welcoming this new man in our family --- im planning for a short holiday (i think?) to Kelate.heheh =) But i am having dillema deciding it. i got ENT and ANAEST dept in the next 10 weeks... and week no.11 im going to SURGICAL...
so when will the plane can take me home ='( ....
God plez help me ....

Bandung Games 2010

2011-02-02T10:35:00.006+08:00

Held on last October at UPI, Bandung, this championship has become no.1 most popular 'brand' among the Malaysian in Indonesia at least for last 2-3 months ago. This championship organize by Malaysian student there involving all student from 13 university in Indonesia.

And we.... Makasarians with 36 men power, boyZ and gurlz - menyahut cabaran ini tanpa rasa getar sket pon =) - proving although we are far away from Java, we still still have the ''nyali'' to challenge others =)

Futsal - Badminton - Volley - Takraw - Netball - Basketball - Bowling - Trads games

The jurney began from Sultan Hasanuddin International Airport, sponsored by Brawijaya Airlines (bayar sendiri) to Jakarta. With 36 people wearing the same bLue Baju Kontinjen here at the airport, it is striking enough to attent other people onto us ('',)

Next, sponsored by Bandung Games comitee we use a bus to travel from Jakarta to Bandung. 4hours trap in the traffic jam, at last we arrived at UPI at about 9pm. - we miss the dinner table for open ceremony, but it still helding and we decide to ambush them in the haLL. - and YES, once again we successfully attract them with our keberadaan. (it is gud to know they know we are here with all the sorak-sorak from the Blue contingen) --- wat a Jakun from Makassarian --- hehhe

The accomodation perfect, our supir mantap, food... boLElaaa.. but for sure more sedap if we buy our ownself... , the 'SEJUK' sangat menusuk ~ maklumla atas gunung... And the pemandangan sgt best utk para photographer2

And the next day...... the games beGan ~~

UNfortunately except futsal which we win the medal, other games we join we dint win the medal. HOwever congrat to all players and dont be sad because we will train more, practise more frequent, and do better preparation for the next Bandung Games. For the Futsal Players, congrat for the win. We alredy prove Makassar Futsal is not only jaguh kampung. We will try again next tym to win Gold MedaL

After the games, we also have wisata alam and wisata belanja in Bandung. But the flow restrict by the atherosclerosis a.k.a macet and our liburan not that nice - everyone stil kempunan with brownies bandung because cant buy banyak2 sebab macET.... the only wisata alam is - Katubang Perahu - and me myself never go to other wisata belanja selain Rumah Mode which is ada jer kt makassar nie.... mmm (seb baek die besa sket)

On monday, we have to go back. this tyme we use khidmat merpati airlines..... evryone got stuf to settle ion this day because evryone got to school, and we arrive at makassar at noon. So, siap2 kna marah n bagi alasan... heheh

overall this trip is sooo nice with all the nicer individual from makassar. So gembira to know all of you 'more deep' and you all are the best team ever .... (",)

almost 6 months after 3rd Aug 2010...

2011-01-29T19:17:00.004+08:00

Alhamdullilah.... i am still alive.... Thank you Allah

-- with so many sins i done, He still always love me with all the rahmat dan kurniaan and segala penyelesaian bagi setiap masalah yang aku hadapi -- Thank you Allah --

Hopefully ak tidak termasuk golongan2 orang fasik... Ameen...

interna - kulit - 1month libur - (naik tingkat) - mata - cardio - ortho

Alhamdullilah bagian ke-3 tingkat atas nie selamat selesai dengan baik. - TenQ pembimbing2 yang banyak mengajar teori, skill and also ways to handle in dealing with anger =) heheh

So after 6 months dis blog was left, i have 24/7 -whole weeks to start again writing, 'curhating', kutuk'ing' =)

Bagian Interna

2010-08-03T19:22:00.000+08:00

Sangat best... Belajar rajin-rajin nanti dapat banyak ilmu =)

Konflik

2010-05-22T02:29:00.004+08:00

Sekarang alhamdullillah saya da masuk bagian ke 4, Radiologi Dept. Last 3 dept. Neuro-Paed-Psychiatric, all have their own stressor for me... Either physically or mentally.... They challenge and giv big pressure to this two major part in my body and congratulation, they did it well. I always lost in the fight, 'fatigue' in handling it, so many bad and 'stress' thing flies in my head, unstable feeling-moody, and achieve 80 kilos... again.... =( Congrate... BUT

alhamdulillah because i still pass all the tasks and the examinations... TenQ ALLAH =)

And now, they come again and try to ruin my life here in Radio Dept. I dont know why they always come and follow me... Always and always... Never tak always =)
1st week ingat nak santai-santai kat Radio, nak lari2 sket sebab x exam jiwa lagi.... Tapi nak jadi citer, dr Tulus tue tunjuk aku jadi chief minggu pulak... mm nasib badan. Ok fine xpe la.... ad penolong chief (kata hatiku) tapi 1 day hari isnin da kantoi awal2 sbb pegi lari gi dadi dari ws untuk amek pasien exam hari rabu nanti... lepas mengadap dr Tulus xnak kasi judul refarat n nama pembimbing... Aritu ad 2 je kot kuliah.... niela jadinya kalau tunjuk aku jadi chief... sape suruh!
2nd day, dr Tulus bagi judul refarat n pembimbing - Striktur Uretra n dr Paralam - dr nie dr azahra dulu n riwayat die, die mmg suka pantul refarat.... Niatku untuk settlekan refarat 2nd week x tercapai... In this 1 week da 4 kali ak print baru, siap kn tambah benda pelik2 yang mamat tue suruh cari... Last skali tadi siang - die suruh tmbah lagi..... hari ni ak sangat stress..
Bukan apa.... Ak nak balik msia-2 Jun .... Kalau ak x siapkan n acc refarat before mengundi, kemungkinan utk exm minggu ke 4 sangat besar n ak sangat2 sebolehnya nak elak benda tue.... takut sangat kalau x sempat nak exam!!! Klu x sempat exm, lepas blk kna ulang balik 3 minggu stase kat radio nie... huuu
Tapi tula... tadi terpikir2 - rasa macam nak give up sket and follow the arus jer... x Nak ngotot sangat settlekan refarat sampai study pon x sempat... This weekend ak nak save masa utk diri aku... pegi mampus refarat!!! klu nk kna pantul, pantul la.... ak nak blajar pulak...
-Tr.Respiratorius, Tr.Digestive, Tr.Urinarius, Cardio, Obgyn, Muskulo-
Sory sebab tinggalkan kamu lama sangat, saya janji dgn diri saya, saya akan luangkan masa dengan kamu lebih banyak sekarang =) Gud Luck IRWAN
Owh lupa nak ckp - Congrat to my sister - She will be married this Jun

Is it RealLy TalkinG ?

2010-04-07T03:38:00.002+08:00

Money?
Power?

Donno what to say.... People do anything to fullfill what they want =(

Are they even thinking a second the effect of it?
Are they dat cruel?

Why shud kasta exist in this world?

Why shud have rich people, poor people?

Why people 'below' always be the victim!

Why?!!!

It the money really talking?... mm..

Sangat tidak baik berfikiran negatif kat orang lain -Jangan berprasangka buruk iwe! - Berdoa banyak2 - Kepada sape2 yang baca nie, tolong doakan juga bia hak saya sentiasa berpihak pada saya ya =) TY.

Peace no war (^^)/
Lets Fair PLay --- ('',)

7 things

2010-03-27T19:41:00.002+08:00

7 Things - Miley Cyrus

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've sharedIt was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
Now we're standing in the rain
But nothin's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

Chorus
The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
And when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when you mean it,
I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

Chorus
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
And when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

Compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I likeThe 7 things I like about you
You hair, your eyes, your old levi's
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hr0Wv5DJhuk

SN vs SNA

2010-03-27T02:55:00.004+08:00

Dua2 nie ada persamaan yang sangat jelas, iaitu berlaku kelainan di endotel membran glomerulus.

Pada SN - terjadi kehilangan cas-cas negatif pada glomerulus sehingga protein yang juga bercas negatif tertarik keluar dari plasma darah masuk ke dalam urin secara masif - Proteinuria masif - > 50mg/hari

Pada SNA - terjadi kerosakan pada glomerulus kerana aktiviti sistem imun (antibodi kuman streptococcus ) yang tersalah tafsir endotel membran glomerulus sebagai antigen. Ini kerana glomerulus hampir sama dengan kuman streptococcus tersebut. Kerosakan tersebut menyebabkan berlakunya Hematuria dan keluarnya protein ke dalam urin - Proteinuria
Pada SN disebabkan terjadinya proteinuria masif, protein dalam darah berkurang dalam kuantiti yang sangat banyak sehingga terjadinya Hipoalbuminemia. Keadaan hipoalbuminemia ini pula menyebabkan tekanan onkotik menurun sedangkan tekanan hidrostatik meningkat sehingga menyebabkan keluarnya cairan dari intravaskular ke ruangan interstitial sehingga terjadi keadaan yang kita namakan sebagai Oedema. Kekurangan protein tadi memberi signal / arahan untuk badan supaya memperbaiki keadaan tersebut dengan meningkatkan lagi penghasilan protein. Tetapi keadaan ini bukan hanya meningkatkan protein malah, lemak juga turut meningkat sehingga terjadinya Hiperkholesterolnemia. Ini adalah merupakan 4 gejala utama yang terjadi pada Sindrom Nefrotik.
Pada SNA, kita bisa juga dapatkan hipertensi, edema, dan oligouria.

Kakak doakan saya juga ya... ('',)

2010-03-22T19:40:00.002+08:00

Itulah antara kata-kata di akhir pertemuan kami... Adik itu kelihatan sgt beria semasa mengucapkan kalimat tersebut pada aku. Seraya dgn itu, ak berkata iya adek... insyallah. Adik juga berdoa keras2 ya... =)

Adik Nurindah ini aku jumpa baru je pkl 6 ptng tadi kat lontara bedah anak..... Masuk jer ke lontara 2 tue, die langsung perkenalkan nama die Nur Indah. tym tue ktorang tgh cari2 die kat mane sbb die nie pasien KJS dgn Bedah. Pastu die persilakan ak masuk ke kamar die. "Silahkan masuk doc" Senyumannya yang manis tetap terukir biar ianya hampir terlindung oleh perban tumor di matanya itu.... Perban die yang segiempat sama, lebey krng jer dengan saiz air kotak... Kata-kata pertama yang keluar dari anak ini sangat berkesan di hatiku. Dengan keadaannya sebegitu rupa, die masih bisa seceria itu. Masyallah, betapa kuatnya hati budak nie....

Langsung die lari naek atas katil pastu angkat tangan tanda get ready nak kna tensi. Ak cuba bergurau tanya die knp die angkat tgn... die bilng kan dokter mau tensi sy... Pintarnya ini anak. Indah sangat peramah. Die becakap mcm da knal lama dengan aku. Dari namanya, umur, sekolah, tempat tingal, adik die dan mcm2 lagi la... Dan dari bicaranya die bilang die nak jadi dokter bila da besar. Dokter Mata. Katanya nak cari ubat untuk penyakit die.....!!! Berdarau darah saya dengar kata-kata sedemikian dari anak berumur 6 tahun ini. Betapa tingginya semangat Indah. Air mataku tanpa disedari menetes kluar... cepat2 sapu-takut kantoi. =)

Emak die ckp, Indah mula sakit mata sejak umur 4 tahun. Tym tue ad mcm wane kuning kat mata die. tp x syak pape. Pastu demam tinggi. X lama Indah mengeluh die x leh nampak.... mama die pukull Indah sebab die ingat Indah menipu. Pukul punya pukul, ternyata memang Indah ada sakit....

So mak die bwk la pegi jmpa dokter. Tym nie mata Indah da mula merah2 n bengkak sket. 1 thn kemudian mulalah mata die membengkak keluar sedikit demi sedikit. Dokter suruh operasi, tapi sebab x cukup duit, mama die ckp terpaksa delay dulu.

Skunk umur 6 thn nak msuk 7, Indah di opname lagi di Wahidin. CT- scan da amek n dokter ckp, tumor nie d metastase. Diaorg ckp dah xboleh 'diangkat' / operation sebab da effect otak gak. Ye ke? lebih kurng mcm tue r citer dari mak die. Tapi katanya lg dokter mata ckp, boleh jer nak bedah.... tp xtahulah. Tgk hasil biopsy nanti... Kata mama Indah lagi.

Kami pon kemudian laksanakan tanggungjawab kami - follow up Indah. Alhamdulillah tanda vital die sume ok. Semoga Allah swt terus kuatkan hati Indah dan juga hati mama dgn papa Indah. Semoga sakitmu akan dapat diubati dengan sebaik-baiknya Indah. Allah swt senantiasa berada dengan hambanya yang sering ingat dan sering meminta bantuanNya.

Pengajaran - Jom la kita belajar bersungguh-sungguh bia bejaya pastu dapat keje n kita dapat duit yang cukup. So kita tidak akan dibelenggu masalah kemiskinan sehingga menganggu kesihatan kita. Jom la kita bersedekah untuk mereka yang memerlukan... Jom bersyukur dengan nikmat kesihatan yang Allah swt bagi kat kita nie.

Indah baik2 ya syg. Kakak doakan Indah cepat2 sembuh dan dpt pegi sekolah lagi..

Big SUNDAY - 21 Mac 2010

2010-03-21T19:17:00.003+08:00

Manchester United vs Liverpool

Tonyte will be the right time for Manchester to pay back the lose to Liverpool last yer.... No reason n no doubt for Rooney and frenz to lose this time.

Kick off at 1330 local time = 2130 Makassar time =)
Kenapala ak kna jaga malam nie.. huu tp seb baek jaga bawah. Hopufully dkter jaga dtng awal and dapat visite awal. So ak boleh balik awal gak. n dapa tgk match..
Cop jaga akhir ya kapten
Glory Glory Manchester UNited ('',)

Ingat nie... =)

2010-03-18T19:20:00.004+08:00

Apabila diri kekurangan rasa toleransi, lokek tolak ansur,

terpinggir jauh dari rasa sabar

lebih parah lagi apabila ianya juga sangat akrab dengan

Sifat yang sinonim dengan perasaan bernama amarah,

Sangat kamcing dengan suara dan bahasa kasar,

Sangat gembira untuk cemburu dengan kesenangan, kelengangan orang lain.

Berhati-hatilah....

Itu antara tanda hati tengah sakit....

Cepat-cepatlah berubat sebelum ianya menjadi semakin parah dan masuk ke fase kronik.

Peace no war (^-^)/

Week NO.7 !!!

2010-03-11T19:42:00.004+08:00

Nilai Respi
Laporan Fatimah + Paraf dll
Laporan LB + Paraf + Diskusi dgn dr. Mariam
Status Peri + Status Pendek + Status Panjang
Refarat + Baca
BELAJAR !!!!

Fuishh... banyak betol keje x siap lagi n ad 2 minggu je lagi b4 ak akan masuk ke sub Hema n Peri. 2 sub yang berat kejenya n ak terpaksa jalani di minggu2 terakhir posting di anak which is minggu nak EXAM !!!

Sepatutnya sekarang da boleh fokus blajar 100% tp sebab sukeeeee gler tangguh keje, jadila mcm nie.... Kepada coass yang bakal masuk ke bagian anak, manage ur time and dicipline with it!!! jgn reti manage jer tp x reti nak buat... mcm aku nie...

So besok, target acc refarat - nx week hari isnin da baca --> xboleh tuda lagi
Esok jugak g melapor kat LB + isi biodata + buat date utk diskusi dgn dr. Mariam
Balik dari LB singgah Fatimah -ambil cop sket2 past blk rumah + nyontek status Peri

Kena TEMBAK...

2010-02-04T20:47:00.002+08:00

Tembak-menembak nie tejadi di minggu ke-3 neuro. tym tue posting kat IBSI.

AL-kisah minggu tue kitaorg berempat melapor kat IBSI, 2unhas, 2umi... Sume cowok. Hari isnin tue, dokter sporting giler. Gelak2, buat lawak, eh... xx buat lawak dulu past gelak2, sembang2, ajk g makan sama2-mcm member2 r...

Kitaorg pon ingt mcm xpe la klu malas2 kat sini.... sbb riwayat pon mmg mcm tue. kat hospital nie x ramai sgt pasien neuro. minggu tue 5 org je. (Alhamdllah, x ramai yang sakit. Syukur kpd Allah swt) Pastu kami pon buat la lewa2, diskusi2, visite n sume2lah. CUMA, from senin smpai rabu tue kitaorg follow up tp x isi lembar coas...

Sampai la hari khamis.... aritu ak jaga. sorang2, sbbnya kitaorg da spakat 1 org jaga 1hari-siang malam..... di saat tue ad patient baru. kat UGD. Lepas da anamnesis and pemfis, pegi la dok kat meja nak tules resume... . baru je 2 ayat, dokter1 datang. so pending dulu resume. g visite dulu. Lepas die visite, ktorg pon g la kat meja tue smula. dokter1 pmjm buku catatan ak, die nak tules resume die.... so resume sy terpending lagi.... (p/s: kat neuro coas kna buat resume utk patient baru. WAJIB. Dr. Jum ckp untuk make sure coas2 terbiasa dgn resume, so snng r klu nak diagnosing-tersusun!! - and die mmg betul. So, coas neuro rajin2 la tules resume)

balik ke cite tadi....tym dok kat meja tue, dtng la dokter2.... muka die masam sket. mmg jarang2 die senyum. Die borak2 jap dgn dokter1 pasal pasien tue, pastu die tanya aku.... die mintak resume aku.. Dammmm... xsiap lagi! alasan punya alasan bagi kat die, die x terima... kna la marah. Pastu nak jadi citer, tym nie die ungkit pulak pasal lembar coas yang aku x isi... betambah besarlah kesalahan aku. -- ak terdiam bersalah --

Dkter2 suruh ak amek log book-buku penilaian.... kat situ die coret kat bagian sanksi. ckp ak x buat keje, isi lembar coas, jd sanksi die kna tmbah jaga 1 = tembak 1. Seb baek 1....

Tym nie tercoret la krdibiliti ak walopon x berkredibiliti sgt.... markah tok dis week sume x sampai 80 = B... tp lega gak. Sbb die ad ckp nak bagi 60!!! klu 60, mengulang la jawabnya... terima kasih dokter2 di atas teguran kelmarin.... Manusia kalau tidak ditegur susah nak sedar kesalahan die...

SKarang da masuk anak-minggu 1-jaga 10. Kelmarin baru je g kumpul berkas neuro untuk ambil nilai. alhamdullilah tym exam aritu dpt jawab tym Dr. Susi tanya.... tp ad yang cakap, coretan sanksi di IBSI tym minggu 3 aritu mungkin akan mempengaruhi markah. tp xtahu la... nant tgk la mcm mane result die kuar. hopefully it ok.

Doakan saya ya.... Terima kasih. =)

For ME or for THEM ?

2010-01-31T20:57:00.007+08:00

Yes.... for me or for them ?!! -- Try to answer this quest if you already in coas...

Perlukah kita belajar? Bila kita boleh tidur? bila kita boleh 'save' masa untuk diri sendiri? perlukah kita follow up? perlukah kita stand by malam2 - follow up patient per jam ? perlukah kita penat lelah begadang untuk orang laen?

Kalau kita tanya soalan nie perlu atau tidak, semua jawapan kepada soalan tadi semestinya perlu. Xde satu pun ad jawapan yang tidak. Semuanya harus kita lakukan. And the most important thing that shud we done here is how we must to make sure all the thing above will be done dengan sesempurna yang kita boleh, sebaik yang kita boleh, secepat yang mungkin dan seefektif yang boleh.
One thing that can help us to make sure all the thing goes well is the PRIORITY -how we choose our task to be the 1st prior, 2nd prior, 3rd prior and so on.
Kita masuk coas untuk belajar, smbung dalam pre-clinic. and of coz la kita kna study. Untuk fokus dalam belajar kita plk mestilah ada banyak masa, xpenat, in good mood, badan fit-xsakit2 ad so on.
Tapi hakikat di coas sgt berbeza. Penat tue xpenah nak lari dari kita. Lactid acid salu jer ad kat kaki tue... seb baek xsampai jd toxic. otot2 seb baek jer x jadi anaerob.... perumpamaan yang ter-LEBAI.. hahar. Masa plk byk full sebab kna spend kat hospital.
And x sikit coas yang cuba nak elak benda2 nie dari berlaku kat die, so die kalasi. dengan kata laen tinggalkan follow up, lari2, xbuat keje kat RS, dan byk lagi lah.....
Tapi memang betul la yang die buat tue. Buat apa siot nak penat2 untuk org laen tym coas nie. da la xleh nak maen bola selalu. Ak datang sini bukan nak jadi kuli org, ak dtng nak belajar, nak jadi dokter.
Sinilah kita sangat dituntut untuk menentukan/memilih priority kita. yang mane kita perlu buat dulu, yang mane kita kna kemudiankan. Adakah kita nak utamakan kepentingan diri-(belajar) ataupun utamakan kesihatan patient yang tidak ada kena-mengena dgn kita nie. Yela, kita coas jer bkn dokter kan.... So fikir-fikir lah kita nak yang mane... diri sendiri ataupun patient kita
Kalau kita rasa sanggup nak blaja semata-mata nak lulus exam, sedangkan masih ada tanggungjawab kita untuk patient, then go on la. fikirla sendiri berkat ke tdk cara kita. =)
Da panjang kot posting kali nie. So learn la how to prior our task. Minimize the capek, lari when you need-(make sure x menyusahkan org laen!!!) and the most important, try to SINCERE our keje. ikhlaskan semata-mata kerana Allah swt. Semoga pekerjaan kita ini dirahmati and diberkahi Allah swt. Ameen....

A 'bite' of THE experience!

2010-01-30T17:56:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Everything goes well went it come to my 2nd week in Neuro. The rutin, follow up at 7am, 'visite' dgn dokter residen and then continued visite with supervisor around 9-10 am , coas konsul, UGD, poli and also 'jaga' all i have done quite well. Even there are compang camping in between my task, i just enjoy the whole 2 weeks.

The most unforgetable things happen to me is when the patient i recieved in ER died. She comes with unconciousness GCS - E1M1V1. Nothing could we done. stabilize the electrolite, supply the O2 through the masker and then wait for the progression. But this women really cant hold it anymore. The Haemorrhagic Stroke she just suffered is very critical. More than 80cc blood detected through the CT-Scan in her brain. Most of the brain function were deadly damage and She died 3hours later if i dont mistaken.

She is the first patient died in front of me and It is so hard for me to receive it. Very very hard.Im sorry for the family. Semoga roh almarhumah senantiasa dirahmati Allah swt. Ameen.

My first week posting

2010-01-13T01:02:00.005+08:00

Minggu lepas alhmdulillah dah start posting.... = dinas+jaga kat Neuro dept. Very interestng moments i think for us to go within it.... even people said coas is capek, coas is buat kerja2 nurse, coas is everything la.... but then for me, in my first week of my first bagian... i can say it is very usefull for me. Lot of knowlegde and skill i gain in just 1 week. xrasa sangat penat die tue sbb kita enjoy. tp ada gak yg ckp ' ala bese r tue... awal2 =) '

Mungkin betol, mungkin jugak tidak.... hopefully i can deny that statement... caiyok.

Smangat nak coas dah lama terpendam sejak bulan 9 , sejak g tempah baju coas, sejak kkn n sejak awal2 masuk 3rd yer dulu... Xpenah sket pon rasa down dgn cter2 senior kna marah ke, busy ke, apa ke dll... Kadang2 tue rasa mcm, cepat2 la coas sbb nak rasa sendiri moment die, nak rasa sendiri mcm mane kalasi itu... heheh

Now im "in it" Now im a coas.

And just like what i said earlier, it is interesting..... but, ....

p/s : nanti smbung lagi la laen kali... heheh

.....

2010-01-04T22:17:00.003+08:00

Never thinking to leave my bLog this LONG. huuu. Just now my senior remind to updating my blog if i have the time. Yes i have the time. It just.... mm xtahula kenapa x dapat update blog nie in last 3 months.... adakah ak disibukkan dengan benda-benda tidak bermaafaat? Nauzubillah...

Maybe i can start to write today with the biggest interest i always want to discuss (hope it will find back "my soul" )

MANCHESTER UNITED fc

When its MU time, i try my best not to miss it (",) heheh Yeah. As u know it is my best 'team' ever.
Last update : MU lost to 3rd division team, LEEDS UNITED in
FA cup at 3rd round. MU never degrdate at this check-point in last 26 years. One throphy flew away from Old Trafford this season. What a sad...
Then about the injuries.... Mid NOV 09, so many name come in injury list. And what make it more worse is, so many defender are in that list. From the CB, Ferdinand, Vidic, Evans, Oshea, Brown, Fabio, Rafael, Neville, Hargreaves, Berbatov and the last man stand behind, Van Der Sar.

Because of that MU lost several big and important match. Such as with Liverpool, Fulham and Aston Villa. But... at the end of December the Fans was happy by the come back of the CD, Vidic and Brown. Follow by Fabio, Rafael, Neville and last one Johny Evans. It is so glad to hear it.
Even MUFC can finish at 1st place before new year and maybe downgrade to third, it is ok. This January match will reveal all that lost. With Rooney at the top strike, help by Valencia, Giggs and Obertan MU will be the most dangerous team yet. Scholes, Carrick, Fletcher and Park will play more and assist more to them.
MU have no reason to lost in this January and after it..... and MU will rise again as the top team ever in EPL. Glory...glory... Man Utd !!!

the Gud news is....

2009-06-01T22:21:00.003+08:00

we r going to deal nothing with the time! Alhamdullilah, praise to Allah swt for all the kurnia and nikmat He gave to us....

we, Helminth FC were in Group E. Together with WESABE(last year runners up) ,NUKU United, Trafaq's United. And what most important is, 2 game out of 3 will be held on Saturday evening,1445. And 1 more is on Friday at 1600.

That is very praise to God... Alhamdullilah...
So our team players have nothing to talk about the time. Everyone can arrive early at the field, and can prepare early before the game... Hope no one give more, and more unreasonable reason to come late! hope so guys...

Pengajaran

1 - Allah swt is always be with you when you are in trouble
2 - But did you always be 'with' Allah when you are NOT in trouble?
3 - Let muhasabah diri... Jangan hanya kita ingat Allah di kala kita susah dan kesulitan sedangkan di kala kita bersenang-senang, sedikit pun tiada sifat syukur di hati dengan rahmat dan kurniaanNya. Nauzubillah..
4 - For team members, hope all of us can prepare ourselves for this tournament.
5 - Let grab higher 'check point'. Not because we deserve it, but because we can do it. Lets prove it!

diLema...

2009-05-28T21:05:00.002+08:00

Its about our coming cup competition....
Tomorow will be held the technical meeting which mean we have to start seriusly prepare our team mental and physical for tournament games. But what make me dont stop thinking about this cup is the TIME!

We are so busy in next 2 weeks with all the medical curiculum that we have to attend. The CSL, PBL, labs and plus the kelas ganti lagi! And we cant predict we are going to play on what day and on what time! Thanx God if all our match start on 1600but, what if we have to play on the first one! which start at 1445!

Sometimes im thinking to pull back futhermore so many injuries occur in our team members (including me!) but when i think back, flash back what all happened in last 3,4 months i felt they deserve this tournament games. Even dont no what the score is. At least it is a gift for their spirit, their courage , our team... which have train, play so hard in become a gud team (at least for us, ourselves)Whatever happend, the PBL,CSL, labs even exam... hope not to be the halangan for us... Hopefully...

Im just hoping, praying to God our team will be in group which only play on Saturday and Sunday. And if that happend, i can promise, we all in this team will give full commitment, doing our best for the tournament. Isyallah.

Plez Allah, help us. Ameen...

It is 22 !

2009-05-14T10:43:00.003+08:00

last 10 May, it was my birthday number 22. Im "big" already. haha

ThanQ to all my fren for the wish. and also Not forget from the first wish i got on last 10 May; from My MUM. it is 12am!!! I wonder how she still can text me a birthday wish on that time. ThanQ mama. Happy Mothers Day to you, mama. Thanx a lot for everything you done for me. I wish you happy always. ThanQ also to my GF and her frens for the celebration and for the gift.susah-susah jer...i like it very much heheh We were celebrating double-birth-day on that day. Happy Birthday Eiji.

And as 'usual' common thing we do when it is your birthday, (new year ke ape ke, kita buat gak) it must come with a WISH --- new vision ke, mission ke, a change? ape-ape jela yang seangkatannya --- i also done the same. I have my new vision, im hoping to change(certain part) > being better man < hopefully and.... so on and on... heheh

Whatever we are wishing, hoping, and want, it is useless if it just simply a WISH! Everything have to be DONE not only WISHING. Every wish we create,every hope we are dreaming, we need to create also the effort, the way, and the istiqamah in achieving that. And the let pray to Allah as our last effort in fulfill its 'mechanism' because effort without tawakkal is ALSO useless.

And lastly, to all people in this world who are celebrating their birthday, im wishing a happy birthday to all of you. May God always bless you.Bye.

Assalamualaikum.

when the word 'OVER' comes at the end of the block....

2009-05-12T20:56:00.006+08:00

banyak benda yang terlintas di fikiranku...

1 - kna REMED kah aku??
2 - futsal jom! ada tempat futsal baru kat Jl Perintis depan Carrefour. Lumayan dekan kalau nak dibandingkan dengan Futsal Tango. Tapi Futsal Growth Center nie macam kecik sket. Agak kurang memuaskan kalau nak maen kat sini lagi. Tapi aku on jer kat mane-manepon. Janji ramai yang join!
3 - daTing? heheh -- xbley, xderk duit! lambatnyer nak 20hb =(
4 - makan-makan sedap... td ingt nak makan kat mas joko kat peTrani, tapi tetiba xde mood pulak nak pegi makan kat sana. Ksian aFiq kna g MP sorang2-sory r x dpt teman... Last2 panaskan api, masak spaggeti sendiri. Walopon ala kadar jer isi2 kat dalam spagetti tue (ada telor jer,huu) tapi alhamdullilah konyang jugak perot den =)
5 - apa ya nak buat sambil2 tunggu result remed kuar - lama gak nie,sampai hari khamis.... hopefully xkna remed.
6 - nape aku x pegi maen bola kat rusun ek petang tadi???
7 - owh, yang nie sgt penting! > qada' tidoku. Malam tadi tido kol 1 bangun kol 4.30 - ngantok3. Penat exam CSL minggu lepas pon x abes lagi. huu

Final exam for Emergency and Traumatology block already done this evening. All of us enjoying marking the answer becoz after this, the next block is the final block for us, 3rd yer student in UNHAS. Then we going to face clinical session which needed us to be more prepared and more responsible as future docter. But its sad to said, i still have Neuropsiachiatry to finish first before. i dint do well this subject last year. im hoping to wisuda this September but im also prepared if i have to wisuda on December.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku aku mengharapkan bantuan darimu.Mudahkanlah perjalananku. Ameen

--- Triple Airway Manuver ---

This block teach me a lot in handling emergency situation. ThanQ docter. Even its over already(walopon ada remed lagi,tapi tetap nak ckp over,heheh) but im sure all of us wish to know more emergency-care that we can do. Especially when we are on the 'field'. Gambate!!!

..... END .....

Its all about FOOD....

2009-05-04T19:42:00.008+08:00

The Food Store - Makanan Berat
- Mas Agong Suroboyo? -
- Ramsis -
- Jasbox -
- SC -
- Medika -
- Kedai Ibu Ida -
- Kedai JAWA -
- Solaria -
- Mba Asih -
- Damai -
- Pak Dani -
- Kedai 'Pete-Pete' =)
- Kantin Tekla?

Common Menu ?

> Ayam Bakar + Nasi <

>Nasi + Ayam Goreng Krispy + Tempe + Kentang + Udang = Sedap Giler(Ramsis) + lombok n kecap jugak<

>Nasi lemak + ayam rendang? ke ayam kari.. ntah ler... tp nie kat Ibu Ida<

>Nasi Campur + Air Oreo yang sangat MANTAP -> Jasbox<

>Antara coto tersedap di Makssar- kedai bawah tangga tepi SC, kat daya ada yang sedap gak<

>Nasi + Ayam Lalapan/Ayam Rica-rica = uih... marvelous<

>Ikan Dendeng? -- penah rasa? sangat sedap sebab xde tulang, chef die da buang dah<

>Kat kedai JAWA byk lauk so x dpt nak tules menu die... tp antaranya ayam masak kuah sate<

>kat Solaria mesti ramai yang order Chicken Mozarella, dan adek beradek die kan? cuba try nasi goreng yang pertama die tules dalam list die...da lupa nama die.. best gak<

Makanan Ringan?

Roti bakar Bandung - dlm BTP
Terang Bulan Holland - kat sini die buat gak yang garing...
Pisang Jampea...Pisang goreng-pastu die buh coklat yang sgt byk atas tue + keju gak-- sangat sedap-mesty cuba. Azahra kenalkan satu kedai nie kat Jln Petrani, tempat pete-pete 07 buat U-turn. Sedap giler...
Pisang Molen,tahu - tmpt yang paling sedap adalah dalam BTP, depan kedai mas agong
Apa lagi ek??? ingt2 lupa sebab tgh hafal CSL nieh... heheh
owh... 2,3 menjak nie ad satu makanan baru - Tart Sheila Enterprise - sape yang order dgn die, xkan rugi. very nice. heheh

ok. got to go. Continue with the csl

.: The RealiTy :.

2009-05-03T19:08:00.009+08:00

- Kita x dapat 'gembira'kan hati SEMUA orang -
- Kita x dapat juga 'gembira' dengan SEMUA orang -

adakah ini realiti??

if not for u, at least in MY LIFE it is a reality i had to face

Percanggahan pendapat?

arGuing

ak xpuas hati dgn ko, ko xpuas hati dgn aku

our attitute-other attitute

Person1 said a, person2 want b !!!

That is why it is call a LIFE

Kita nak akui ke xnak ke, buat2 xnampak ke, buat bodo je ke.... the truth is all this kind of 'events' are happened in our life. We cannot only expect all the wonderful great thing happened in our life.because the bad thing always happened when we are not expecting on it. People are million, with trillion of attitute!!! But we still have to live in this world before get die.

So wake up men....

--- Lets adapting this reality ---

How ???
I have one ^the TOLERANCE^
It is very magical in handling this situation. Im not saying if A do rob a bank then B tolerate.. owh its ok A have his reason bla...bla..bla.... Its not that side of thing im saying. What Im saying is we know WHEN to mengalah. WHEN to stop our mouth. WHEN to be the 'loser' .... Ada satu pepatah
'Tak semestinya kita berundur itu menandakan kita kalah'
Toleration with others will smooth anything that we face (but be sure we tolerate at the right part) Everything will flow nicely, Insyallah. Futhermore, toleration teach us the sifat what we call as SABAR....
So guys if you have the way or any idea bout this topic, do leave a comment. So we, human being can learn from it. Thanx a lot for sharing.
Bye ^_^

...Leaque Domination....Cup Frustation....

2009-04-23T22:31:00.012+08:00

Last 1 weeks, MU face several team and match in their campaign to win aLL five title which already won 2.

But unfortunately, Sir Alex dint take seriously (i mean, he dint list down big name when MU face Everton) in semi-final FA cup !!! Dem frustrated with that game last Sunday, I think. With Anderson and Gibson as the stater at the midfield, how can they can create opportunities to their striker. Macheda and Tevez. Even Park, have to go deep inside middle of the field to help the center player.
Played as a right wing, Danny Welbeck seriously has open d bekam di dada himself...!!! So bad. I think lar... Thank God Ferdinand and Vidic done great job to save their goal. the twin Rafael and Fabio just pas-pasan.. ok la.. but Fabio injured in the middle of the game and substitued by Evra.
Overall the game is 'not very MU'
According to the manager, he dont want to risk his player as from his evaluation to the field, it is so in bad condition. Thats why, giggs-rooney-ronaldo-carrick-van der sar do not even listed in the substitued. One title have fly away from old trafford. Final FA cup is between Everton and the Blues,Chelsea.
Next game 2 days later is in Old Trafford facing Portsmouth for English Premier Leaque. the win is with MU !!! 2-0 the goals is from Wayne Rooney and Michael Carrick. While Liverpool and Chelsea, the closest rival for MU have to thankful with the draw to their opponent.
3 point leading the klasemen, MU going to face Tottenhem Hotspurs tonight at 1730 (local time) Other game is Liverpool will face Hull City and Chelsea will face West Ham United
Let wait till the kick off and see the result...
BTW, Malaysia FA cup final is also tonyte. Between Selangor FC and Kelantan FC. Gomo Kelate Gomo

Madness !!!

2009-04-23T22:31:00.011+08:00

Dari Abu Hurairah RA bahwa seorang laki-laki berkata kepada Nabi Muhammad saw : "Berilah ak wasiat/nasihat." Nabi Muhammad saw menjawab " Jangan marah " Orang itu mengulangi (permintaannya) beberapa kali. Nabi menjawab : " Jangan marah ."

Hadith Riwayat Bukhari

Kalau x salah ad terbaca gak terjemahan hadith 16 nie kat sumber lain, die terjemah Nabi yang mengulang perkataan jangan marah tue kat lelaki itu tapi kat buku nie tules, lelaki tue yang mengulang pertanyaan kat Rasullallah. Yang mane ya? xreti base arab.=)

Tolong betolkan yup.Thanx

Rasanya da ramai yang pernah jumpa hadith kat atas tue. Hadith yang ke-16 dalam hadith 40 ni antara yang terpendek n senang dihafal... So kpd yang punya waktu terluang, silalah menghafal hadith2 arbain ini ya. byk faedahnya. Insyallah.

Marah=Mad/Angry=Targdob

Today my voice 'increase' again when we are playing football at Kaveleri.(tp ktorg still menang tau, 3-2)heheh. Dont no why i hardly cant control my voice when playing football, DEM... knapela aku nie..

1st memang niat kuatkan suara sebab nak guide kawan2 play nice.

2nd sebab nak suh kawan2 sentiasa alert dengan sourrounding

3rd nak kasi semangat supaya x down-klu ketinggalan

4th nak kasi semangat supaya x lost when we ae leading....

benanya banyak sebab knape aku bersuara keras kat atas padang bola sepak....

Tapi whateva purpose i increase my voice, believe me

xpenah sket pon niat nak marah2 korang
xpenah sket pon nak buat korang terasa hati
xpenah sket pon niat nak rendah2 kan bakat korang
xpenah sket pon cuba nak create suasana atas padang tue jadi tegang
xpenah sket pon nak buat korang rasa ak x respect korang
xpenah sket pon nak jauhkan persahabatan kita.

Pecayala....

korang sume adalah kawan2 aku yang sangat best kat Makassar nie. Kita sume kongsi minat sama = BOLA .... dari xreti nak sepak bola, ak da boleh sepak skunk... korang la yang ajar aku. Xpenah sket pon NIAT nak kuatkan suara sebab nak marah.

Benda tue jadi sendiri. Ak sangat lemah untuk menahannya. Da banyak minggu aku cuba untuk tidak bersuara. tapi hakikatnya, inilah aku. selalu jer jadi marah bile emosi menguasai diri-jerit kuat2 x tentu hala (tp xde r x tentu hala sangat benanya. Ada jer point yang cuba ak sampaikan) tapi lebih elok benanya let go je point tue...... xpayah emo2...Terima kasih kepada kawan-kawan yang mencool downkan ak di saat ak kehilangan kawalan diri. Terima Kasih banyak. It help me a lot =)

Lets behave ourselves to be nice person (",) JOM

am I out of topic to talk about ?!

2009-04-23T22:31:00.005+08:00

.... why iwe not updating his blog har ?? ....

is he hangat-hangat tahi ayam in writing... ??

or ..... is he buzy with something else?? -- new block ?!

buzy with new reading ? so much text to read ?!

play tOo much fooTbaLL ?? -afraid, not-

... mmm ...

knape ya ???

Im asking myself when my next entry will relez.
i write 2,3 topic in last 3 days but none i publish... i keep reading it, and baca, baca banyak2 kali. but at last i deLete it... =(
donno why but what im sure i din like with what i wrote.... i used to write with my heart but this time something different come out from it... afraid it will give big 'disaster' it decide not to publish it... DELETE is the best choice. Is something bad has happened to my heart ( my soul? ) why? what happen?
I also dont know
Ya Allah, help me .....
Lets Muhasabah Diri
Jom Kawan2 (",)

A story for today's leSson....

2009-04-13T20:45:00.009+08:00

I just finish my IKM exam dis morning. Alhamdullilah the quest quite 'nice' =) and my story today started after that !!

My gf got lab nak ajak makan sama2 kat jaz box,huu makan ramsis jeLa..
Then I switch on my bike... (~THunder~) vrooOOmm.... sO PD riding my THunder, it is big enough for a motorcycle (even x laju sgt,huuu) to walk on the road. Then after about 500 meter(dari tempat parking baru, sampai ke selekoh depan Ramsis...) my bike somekind like 'tersedu-sedu' tahu x macam mane klu org masuk angin... erk..erk.. tahu kan? then my bike mcm tue r.. then it STOP! OMG.... it happen again...!! my bike used to sakit2 like this (plug die senang giler rosak! baru je ganti baru aritu tym maen futsal tapi rosak lagi hari nie,huu) , but it still make me happy sebab sakit die senang diobati...(yela drpd rosak yang laen...)hehe.

Thank God it stop in front Ramsis. I can park here then borrow any bike to go buy new plug (local term=pusi) Shanaz is there when I need him...my personal mechanic...hehe thanx Shanaz. I borrow Arash bike (shanaz bawak moto tue g kelas tadi) then go to mechanic for new plug(betol ke ejaan die?) I buy 2 new plug for back up.... I go back and borrow Shanaz kunci plug(thanx he has it) to change the plug... Then vrOOoom.... vrOoomm... my THunder is back. She aLive... again!! then...

.PULL STOP

ops... actually it just a ',' COMA.

Just now I go Carrefour to buy drink... I buy a lot Fres Tea becoz its make me feeL good after drink it... it cos me, rp 72, 215. Paid by my Bank Niaga atm card....

My story continued before I park my THunder at parking lot. Just before i land my leg on the ground my bike shut it off automatically. OMG! she do it again!!!! dem...angry with it, I just park and then go into Ca4 buy my stuff 1st!

Then after pay and angkat sume2 air tue... I go to my THunder... I still got one new pusi to change but the problem is I din have the kunci pusi(to take out the pusi)... ^$%#$@ !!! I try to find in Ca4 but they din sell it... I wait bikers who park there and ask them whether they have kunci pusi or not. One by one I ask finally, the guy I wait arrived...(mcm hero la pulak) hehe papepon thanx bro. I borrow that Mas's kunci pusi then open it, change it then try to start it.....

ehek..hek..ehek..hek..eeheekk...

Damn! whats wrong with my THunder... why she dont want to start! I take off the new plug then take it on back... I do it several times, but she dint want to 'aLive' yet! Mas yang kasi pimjam pusi tue mcm da gelisah, hehe. It past 30minutes aredy, mane x gelisahnya....(Me: Mas, kita buruan ka? Mas: tidak ji, ndak papa...) and as usuall when its about my bike prob, I start to sweat...

.............................................................................................................................

ok Im done... give up aredy =( I give back the kunci pusi to the Mas and try to call someone... benanya x tekan pon number sape2. Sebab da nervous, pastu nak control ego, buat2 kal org... hehe

'' Mas, bensinnya masih ada ka? "I heard a sound from back....

" Ada-ada " I reply ('',)

Then I open the suis again, OMG!!!!

Im running out off fuel... Habes ben...

I just remember, "da 3 minggu x isi minyak...!! patotla xnak idop dari tadi...." my heart mengeloh..

Thank God my THunder mengamalkan prinsip reserve fuel... something like dat la. I pon x tahu sgt benanya. Then I open the apa ya nama die... mmm tapi bile open this *&^$ my reserve fuel tue da bole guna la...then

vrOOmm... Vrommm.. vrooommmmm....

She is back again

ThanQ Allah,

ThanQ Mas...

The Pengajaran today....

1. U shud have reserve pusi in your bike... alwayzZ have it,Remember!!!

2. Buy kunci pusi secepatnya.... I need it badly. Sape ad jumpa, tolong belikan..

3. and lastly... topup your minyak motor !!!

-LOVE my THunder-

docter-to-be.... ke manager-to-be ???

2009-04-10T17:19:00.008+08:00

haha... hopefully it is a docter

Football 'life' here very 'alive' for us, Malaysian student in Makassar !!!

Watching, discussing, talking, arguing?, playing and even managing a football team... all have we done, all have we experience
although.....
we watch football match through the worths channel ever we met, although we play on the bukit-bukau padang with byk2 lobang (tp skunk da ada padang quite nice), xtahu pon benanya sape nama player team tue, tapi nak komen gak game die,hehe and benanya x penah pon nak manage a football team, tp sampai di Makassar nie, that things is not impossible yet!! we do have chance to do it here...
....that is the spirit of football in Makassar....
This spirit also have unite us, especially guys because through this game we do kumpul2 together, met others(tym laen buzy dgn study,coas dll), do fun, do kutuk2(hehe, this kutuk just saje2 jer,hidupkan suasana, xde niat laen), have tazkirah, advising, and for new followers, it give u chance to break the ice with other older members.
Hopefully it wund lundur dek zaman... xkesahlah student silih berganti, ad yang da abes and ad yang baru nak start study kat sini. Let make sure this will not hilang begitu sahaja...
p/s : kepada yang belom mendaftar Malaysian United Football Club(MUFC) silalah mendaftarkan diri..hehe =)

What a MOTHER can do for her child !!!??

2009-04-08T21:03:00.004+08:00

...::: anything :::...

That is the answer for my entry title today... it just a word but it means a lot !!!

I just back from town to change my ringgit to rupiah. Ave to pay back to Dini (she bought me ticket to go back raya...) Thanx Dini.. Then otw, I saw a bike with a man and a women at behind. She was holding a new bike (i think)... and im sure it is for her son or daugther...

What i want to say here is, can you imagine this old (bout 40-45 yo) lady besusah payah bawak basikal tu atas riba die untuk bawak kasi anak die.. dalam hati saya ketika tue, apa 'rupa' anak die yer... sayang giler ibu nie kat budak tue... sangup bawak panas2, tambah pulak jalan 'jam' (confirm r lama basikal tu atas riba die) pastu silap aribulan klu kna langgar sket, x ke jatuh ibu tue?? hopefully in my heart that lucky child is doing good for her... Sayu sebentar hati ini melihat effort yang ibu tue buat untuk anak die...

Kawan2 marilah kita kenang sebentar pengorbanan ibu dan ayah kita selama mereka menjaga kita dari dalam kandungan sampailah ke hari ini.... Yang pasti pengorbanan itu tidak akan pernah mereka tuntut kembali, tapi yang belum pasti di mana depan(skarang?), di manakah kita di saat mereka akan amat memerlukan kita.... Tanyalah diri anda masing2...

Apa ya mama tgh buat kat rumah.... mm mizZ u all a lot =(

Tym otw balik tadi juga ada 2 accident kat jalan perintis... peringatan kepada sepeda2 motor dan juga yang ada mobil, berhati-hatilah di jalan raya. Selalu ingat yang di atas, ingat yang tersayang, ingat juga yang di bawah(jalan kat makassar nie banyak lubang, =) so extra alert for your safety
BYE..

Champions League

2009-04-07T17:25:00.005+08:00

Tonyte 4 team will have quarter final (1league) match for Champion League Cup 2008/2009.

MU vs Porto then Arsenal going to fight with Villareal who just lost their playermaker for tonyte game. But for sure all eyes is on Manchester United (at least for me....) who just win 3-2 againt Aston Villa last Sunday in EPL. Early tomorow morning (waktu Indonesia timor) they will prove again their creadibility(sesuai ke perkataan nie?) as a BIG TEAM in England, Europe even in the WORLD, they are unbeatable....

There shud have no prob for the MU's player to win tonyte as Rooney,Scholes, Park, and Vidic who absent last game, will come out tonyte. But it is so sad Ferdinand still cant play tonye as he din fit yet!

For MU supporters pray hard and wish our team wun have any
prob to beat Porto later....

GLory, Glory MU !!!

IKM exam esok !!!

2009-04-06T23:19:00.007+08:00

Esok nak exam teori IKM or in english called community medicine. Tapi sempat lagi blogging tonyte... mm apa nak jadi dengan diriku ini !

In 4 weeks this short boring block going to end the 'session' this friday. Im wondering what aredy i learn in this block??? and....Yes, there are a lot i learn.....

To be a Bapak KADES which is Kepala Desa, to act and think like him, learn how he taking a decision, standing the right for his villagers who need the bantuan from pihak berkenaan, and it is very nice to know how they (Bpk CAMAT, Bpk Kepala DINAS, Puskesmas, NGO dll) act in a meeting done when a disaster come to their place. And accordig to my tutor, the arguing between us in my acting role play session memang ada in 'real' meeting involving this guys outside there.

It easy to give a talk than to give a penyuluhan..... u shud have master the language here, and if u can speak bahase daerah, u will get your ++ point. My penyuluhan exam last week about smoking realy dem teruk. Im sweating in air-cond room, i terketar2( vibrate sebb phone kowt? heheh) , then i miz to elaborate some point, and..... mm pokoknya penyluhan hari tue x bejalan lancar. and if it in real situation, i dont thing the bpk2 and ibu2 interest to hear my penyuluhan... sgt2 boring. haha

seyes benanya ak x faham sgt lecture dari dokter2 nie... mungkin satu sbb bahase die or istilah die jarang ak dengar and ia membantu kepada keboringan utk belajar blok nie. mungkin satu lagi, it all about the facts! no need thinking (ye ke?) no pathophysio and farmaco so on and no CSL!!(of cos la...ko nie)

Tapi sebenarnya, block nie ad 'blink2 atraction' die tersendiri(hehe). Entah la, lepas baca sume slide benanya best je block nie. (i print out the slide coz sgt panjang utk bace di ladtop-and its rely help me to reduce the boring,hehe). They teach u the other side about the medicine itself. And actually this side is very important for a docter-to-be like us. we shud know this basic thing before we rely 'go' into this field in future. So my nasihat to junior2 (klu ad yang bace) ur first impression bout this block will tentukan the way u face this block till the end. So set a good mind-setting when u r going to take it in 6th semester.

Thanx to all dokter from IKM department. Dr Asri, Dr Sultan, Dr Irwin, Dr. Suryani, Dr. Rum...dll

Pray for me yar.... Nak sambung study, Bye

Malaysia Politics UPDATE - 3 by-election going to be held tomorow, serentak! -7 April 2009-

2009-04-06T16:10:00.003+08:00

Bukit Gantang - BN vs PAS vs BEBAS - Pengundi seramai 55,562

Bukit Selambau - BN vs PKR vs BEBAS(13 calon) - Pengundi seramai 35,140

Batang Ai - BN vs PKR - Pengundi seramai 8,006

Why we alwayZ can only see bad side of a person??

2009-04-05T23:47:00.006+08:00

People is a person... They are human being.... And human alwayz do mistake because we are not perfect... And the mistake.... we wun able to avoid it from occured. We do have a choice to correct it if we do realize it as early as......

But we alwayz tend, like, happy, exited?, to remember people's mistake, remember what people do wrong, remember what people wrong in taking a decision.. but..

WHY?? Why??

Why we do that? Are we happy for it? Are we LIKE to remember it?

Ask ourselves...!!!

Thanx God if we remember it for our rujukan, for our contoh teladan...

but...

what if we remember it just for 'to knock him or her down from
somewhere', to fire him or her back whenever we need to win ourselves from something.
What if remember it because we just jealous him or her from something...

Just remember, becoz of this bad attitude so many other bad thing will come out from us.... I can list down several of them if you want to know. But i think you aredy can think yourselves what will happen if we have this bad attitude.

Ex : of course our perception to him or her will goes to a bad perceptive. Whateva he or she done, will always be wrong for us(even he/she do the right one). Then we sure wun have good relation with him/her because we aredy have bad thinking to them. Wat if this guy or gurl bringing us some important thing which very needed by us and then we just let it,obey it becoz we aredy din like him/her.

Din it a big lost for us ?!

Perbuatan baik tidak akan menghapuskan perbuatan tidak baik.... Sin is a sin, of course... whateva good thing he/she done wun 'delete' the bad thing he/she done in past. But, din we think they deserve our apology? din we think they deserve 2nd chance? or din we ever remember, even Allah swt the creator of all the universe (including us), always open the pintu taubat for the human race. He always welcome every effort, every tears that cry becoz of penyesalan, every taubat from us... and He redy to apologize His hamba of course... and we? the weakest, small unpowerfull creatures in this world cant do that? perfect sgt ke kita nie xleh nak maafkan org laen? Bagus sgt ke kita?

Let us think about it deeply becoz realize it or not, yes, we tend to do this.....

Believe me, if we can handle this thing, we'll find that we are making more friend and more partner than before. Futhermore, it wud help us to kekalkan silaturahim between us which is very important for us who is a perantau yang mane kawan2 lah yang paling dekat dengan kita sehari-hari. we need kawan2 for everything. For joy or even for a cry....

----Love Our friend----

Everyone is Needed by 'Everyone'

2009-04-05T13:40:00.002+08:00

............................

our 6th Prime Minister

2009-04-04T11:02:00.003+08:00

Congrat to Dato Seri Najib Tun Razak for the perlantikan sebagai Perdana Menteri Malaysia yang ke-6. Semoga Allah swt sentiasa berada di sisimu di saat menerajui pemerintahan di dalam kabinet. Amin....

Why it has to change ?!!

2009-04-03T13:08:00.003+08:00

I cant find wat is not changing in this world except almighty Allah swt.

....if u have one let me know yeah....

why they change? why my shoe becum dirty? rosak? why ma favourite shirt change to dem buruk aredy? why my weight increasing?=) why i becum lazy.... why.. and why??

....... and why ME, and why peopLe around me chanGing?

Everything shud have the answer and shud have at least a reason why it happen! Of course my shoe becum dirty becoz i used it in rain.. of coz my fav shirt turn into bad cond becoz i let it under the Sun.... and of coz m gaining my weight becoz i rely like to eat especially Suroboyo... =) yes i can find the reason for it but not all the thing changing around me i have the answer. It just occur.... n it just change.. even u dont want it change =(

why we need change if it already gud enough for us? why we need to change if that things already suite with our live... n why we shud change to a condition which againt our principal....

once again let us go back to our
creator, Allah swt.
MUHASABAH DIRI, think wat aredy we done n why, and how
can we do that
things...

Be a better person is always be number one vision in every men's head. It will improve everything in ur live if you can do it. Evrything going to be good and nice. and to grab it, u shud change. But be careful. Dont change the wrong things, find out and choose the exact part u shud change. If u fail or wrong in choosing that 'things' u r going to face big prob!!

remember !!!

Today shud be beter than Yesterday and Tomorow shud be beter than Today

Next Match for Manchester United

2009-04-03T11:03:00.000+08:00

After being knock down by weak team last game, MU going to face the 5th rank team in EPL which is Aston Villa. This game very important to cheer back Sir Alex's kids because they cant find a win in last 2game (ke 3 ek lupa) A win for this game will ensure MU still lead the league. Although MU still have 1 game kurang from Liverpool, this close rival dint want to give any time for MU to rest from pressure. They also sure will play good and try to win the next game so they wund far away from MU. But as MU fans, im confident with the team. Carrick and Scholes will find the chance for Rooney and Berba to score goal. While CR7 and Park must be the one who will break the defender to create the opportunity for a goal this Sunday night. HOpe this player will come out from Sir Alex' head. No 'play2' anymore and only this player who can play well right now.... maybe Rooney still suspended (ye ke?) but plez dont ask Giggs to take his place..... Plezzz. Tevez will ensure Rooney's position will be nicely covered if he come out.

Smoking

2009-04-03T00:24:00.001+08:00

Tomorow im going to discuss/giving a talk to people (benanya just like a simulation for future) about smoking. So before im going to talk(which is an exam!!!) let me 'talk' here first.

Asmkm dan Slmt pagi bpk2,ibu2 dan adik2 sekalian
Hari ini sy akan membrikan sebuah penyluhan yang bertajuk MEROKOK.
Sampai di saat saya di sini pada pg ini, berpuluh2 jenis rokok, berjenis2 merek dihasilkan untuk dipasarkan di negara ini. Sampai di saat ini juga berjuta-juta malah berbillion manusia di dunia ini menghabiskan uang, ke toko membeli rokok dari umor sekecil 7 tahun hinggalah ke kakek2 berumor 70tahun.
Jadi kira2 mengapa sih orang merokok?
Pertamanya kebanyakan anak2 remaja yang mula merokok ini ditawarin oleh teman2 di sekitar. Samada di sekolah maupun di mal2, mereka dtawarin dan mereka langsung menerimanya tanpa memikirkan apa akibat dari merokok itu sendiri. Yang keduanya kerana mereka ingin coba2. Anak2 remaja ini terutama yang berumor dari 10-15 tahun gemar melakukan sesuatu yang baru, mereka suka mencoba sesuatu yang belom pernah mereka lakukan. Mereka ingin tahu apa sih rasanya merokok. Tahu atau tidak, rokok itu sgt addict, sekali cuba pasti mau lagi. Dan bila sudah coba,bukan gampang kita mau berenti. Kemudian, perokok ini merasakan dirinya keren banget klu merokok. Ndak tahu dimana kerennya tapi pokoknya mereka merasakan diri mereka kelihatan lebih bagus klu merokok. Dan sebab seterusnya yang membawa kepada merokok adalah stress. Mereka pikir dgn merokok, stress akan hilang. walhal dgn merokok mereka akan lebih terpapar kepada pelbagai lagi penyakit. Percayalah, tidak ada satupon kebaikan jika kita merokok. Mengapa saya bicara sedemikian? Mari kita lihat kandungan rokok itu sendri. bla.....bla..... pnat weh!
Kemudian kita lihat pula apa dampak ataupon kesan dari merokok kepada kesihatan diri kita.
Dengan merokok kita lebih berisiko untuk mendapat penyakit jantung seperti artesclerosis yang mana lemak2 bertumpuk di dalam salur darah dan menyebabkan darah kita tidak dapat mengalir dengan baik. Rokok juga menyebabkan dinding jantung kita menjadi keras. dan ini boleh mnyebabkan jantung kita berenti bekerja suatu hari nanti....
dem byk gler dampak merokok nieh.... bla..bla... sempat ke x nak ckp sume nie esok dlm 15minit jer.. huuu
Namun begitu, bpk2 ibu2 adik2 sekalian jgn risau. Kepada yang skarang ini merokok dan merasa untuk berenti merokok, itu tidak mustahil!!
Yang pertma bpk2 harus berjanji dgn diri xnak merokok lagi. Tanamkan dlm diri utk membenci rokok. kuatkan smangat dan slalu ingt akan niat bpk ini. kemudian usaha. ya, saya tahu dan saya percaya bukan gampang utk berenti merokok tapi tidak mustahil!! saya dulu juga perokok tp skarang sudah tidak merokok lg. Jadi gini, klu dulu bpk merokok 20 btng sehari, sekarang kurang kan kepada dos yg lebih kecil. beli dos yang punya 14 btng. ndak pape sedikit saje perubahan tp yang pasti harus ada. kerna usaha kita ini berperingkat. Kemudian kasitahu memang teman2, saya ndak mahu merokok lagi. jadi mereka tidak akan tawarin lagi rokok utk bpk2. Kemudian selalu ingt bahwa rokok itu sgt berbahaya utk kesihatan bpk. rokok itu tidak pernah memberikan kebaikan kpd bapak2 malah sering saje menimbulkan masalah kepada diri bpk. Kemudian berdoa. Setiap apa yang kita lakukan, kita mesti berdoa. doa kepada tuhan supaya bantu kita utk meningalkan rokok. tanpa bantuan dari tuhan, usaha kita utk menigalkan rokok hanyalah sia2. Tuhan itu maha kuasa, Dia bisa lakukan apa saja utk tolong kita. dan terakhir kita evaluasi. dalam 2 bulan contohnya, berapa batang rokok yang bisa kita kurangkan.... dan jika ada perubahan, mksdnya usaha kita tadi berhasil dan kekalkan usaha itu sehingga kita benar2 meninggalkan rokok sepenuhnya. fuhh! letih tgn...
Sekarang saya akan menceritakan pula, ap sih keuntungan klu kita meniggalkan rokok.
Yang ppertamanya pastilah kita akan menjimatkan uang kita. Klu sebelom ini, kita gunakan uang utk beli rokok, tp skrang kita bisa kasi uang itu utk anak2 kita yang mau ke sekolah. jadi die bisa beli buku2 di sekolah. kemudian mulut kita pasti menjadi harum. tidak lagi bau busuk kaya' sebelum kita meninggalkan rokok. kita tidak lagi akan slalu batuk2. Kemudian kita juga membantu tulang kita menjadi kuat dgn meninggalkan rokok. Stress juga dpt diatasi dgn meninggalkan rokok. jadi klu stress jgn merokok! sebaliknya buang rokok dan makan permen. kamu pasti dpt rasakan stressnya akn hilang. klu sebelom ini, tekanan darah kita tinggi, sekarang ssuadah meninggalkan rokok, tekanan darah akan menurun. dan yang terakhir kita pasti akan menjadi lebih sihat secara keseluruhannya dan kita akan rasa lebih bertenaga dan tidak lagi cape'2 selalu. tapi semua ini hanya dpt kita rasakan setelah kita berenti merokok. buang rokok jauh2 dari hidop kita. Percayalah setiap sedutan asap dari rokok yang kita hisap sgt membahayakan kesihatan kita. Bantulah diri kita menjadi sihat, berenti merokok. hanya kita yang dapat lakukannya. org lain tidak dpt bantu anda klu anda sendiri tidak mau berenti.
Sekian dari saya utk pagi ini. Jadilah sihat untuk hidup yang bermakna
Asmkm...

Esok dgr cter coas2 akan jadik bpk2 ibu2 tue sume. hope no malaysian coas dtng. klu x abes r....
K r \. nak tidoo dulu.... wish me luck ya tomorow...
Sekian

Sekapur Sir.... =)

2009-04-02T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hehe.. new blogger is in !!! DOnt no why im doing this but it initiated when i read dini`s blog. I thought i should have a site for me to say something, writing about my crazy-wonderful life here in Makassar. No one ever kno, im a former writer. But b4, it just a writing in a piece of paper and and i will keep it for myself somewhere in my room (kompem korang xkan jumpa =) so jgn cari ya...) It mostly about my vision n my target for me to achieve. And when the time comes, ill will read it again. Ill laughing, sad, mad? and even a cry when i read back my writing. and I still have all of it with me now =) And maybe for someone it quite sentimental for a man like me to have it right? hehe but yea that`s is me. So for introduction, just remember im a sentimental man. Got exam tomorow so for now i finish first. Asmkm.
See later...